Pause to Ponder

Artificial Parts and All

First it was a sleeping machine
Then it became clear I need aids to hear
Now I have to have a pacemaker implanted


Laugh as I may, all this prompts today
big feelings & questions deep down inside
and I face a substantial leap of faith


Can I still count on God’s gift of dreams? Will
aids distract from what my soul longs to hear?
Will I lose the shimmer of Spirit in my heart?


Later life alive calls for a spiritual discipline
choosing to shine with the light and love of God
through artificial parts and all!

Sabbath

This holiday weekend gives me pause to ponder
why in the midst of so many distractions I yearn
for some hard task to quite my mind and make me whole

But doesn’t the Sabbath offer the same?
To focus on the still, quiet voice within,
with eyes of faith on the rising sun

Flowering Trees

Giving thanks for flowering trees this spring
in Minnesota, and for one in particular I planted
In loving memory just before I moved to the Pacific Northwest, fourteen years ago.

There she stood as I walked through the old neighborhood, bright and beautiful in the morning sun, bringing to mind a wisdom Psalm and the blessed life it promises then, now, and forever.

“They are like trees planted by streams of water, which yield their fruit in its season, and their leaves do not wither. In all that they do, they prosper.”
Psalm 1:1-3

Place Called Home

Today I give thanks
for having lived long enough
on the Lower Columbia

To experience a place
where the river and the roads
are not a way but home

One day a road will take me elsewhere,
an island in the Puget Sound
God willing

But home is wherever I live
forever in the presence
of my Prime Mover

…A new poem
in honor of National Poetry Month

Tears

Tears have been shed recently
at the death of loved ones
I’ve been privileged to shepherd
at Pioneer Presbyterian Church.

Yesterday teardrops flowed
at news of a dear friend,
two years younger,
whose body gave way to cancer.

While often called upon to speak of hope found in the resurrection of Jesus Christ, words can’t express all I feel when I pause for a moment to embrace death as part of the larger experience of life.

So as this National Poetry Month comes to an end
perhaps this little haiku
from Called to be Alive!
will simply have to do:

Raindrops on window
Dead in Mighty River
Heading for the sea

What is Enough?

April is National Poetry Month

Today on the shore of the Columbia River
I am pondering the “what is” in my later life
and what is enough

Meditating on this little poem by Wendell Berry
In The Peace of Wild Things:

The Arrival

Like a tide it comes in,
wave after wave of foliage and fruit,
the nurtured and the wild,
out of the light to this shore
in its extravagance we shape
the strenuous outline of enough

Earth Day Call

Today I give thanks to God, my wife Carol,
and all who encourage me to do my part
in our love and care for Mother Earth.


On this Earth Day
may we all feel the call
to be Alive!

Song from my Called to be Alive! Studio Collection

Earth Day!

Earth Day is Coming Soon!

Mindful of our call to care for one another and for each of us to do our part as good stewards for the sake of Mother Earth, what steps will I take this year for the health of our planet now and for generations to come?

A poem from Called to be Alive!:

Earth Day

Earth and humanity appear sometimes
​Like two ships passing in the dark,
Both destined for extinction.

Be it an impending shipwreck on an island of plastic
Or countless hearts crushed by relentless carbon heal stomps,
​Most continue to mindlessly sail on suffering waters,
Killing fields, swamps, and rain forests,
While mountains of earth’s ice melt faster than
The ever-expanding sea of cold human hearts.

So, imagine my surprise that night
At the Liberty Theatre in downtown Astoria when,
​By a call to life in honor of Earth Day,
Truth and imagination set to music
Spirited me beyond visions of loss and destruction
To imagine what I can do
To stop the death and dying.

If it’s true what I’ve been told about faith—
That it’s not first of all for escaping obstacles
But for experiencing them all the way through—
Then an earnest observance of Earth Day will
​Set the sail for a new faith journey,


Not for quick fixes but for these lingering, heartfelt questions:
What can I do to stop the killing, protect what’s left, and
Imagine new ways to live in harmony with Mother Earth?

Questions can serve as answers for the long run
On Earth Day and throughout the year.
​There are things I can do now—
Pick up litter in the neighborhood and
Bits of debris on the beaches,
Buy more local, naturally grown produce,
Amp up efforts to use less plastic,
Use my voice to vote eco-friendly,
Challenge myself and others to love the earth as we are to
Love each other, not in words and speech but
In truth and action.


Let your Earth Day observance reveal to you this inescapable mutuality:
​Injustice for Mother Earth means injustice for us all and
​From the life of Mother Earth comes life for us all.


​​​​My intention:
I will hear Earth Day’s mandate: “Love Mother Earth as she has loved you,” and I will enter the crisis of climate change and plastic pollution beginning with the simple act of marking the Earth Day on my calendar [April 22]. Then I will jot down the names of one or more people whom I will ask to come forth and join me in a care-for-the-earth service project.

Old Man Giving Blue Earth In The Child Hands – elements of this image furnished by NASA – 3d Rendering elements of this image furnished by NASA 3d rendering, Europe Africa. Photorealistic globe with lots of details. (3D terrain and clouds, city lights, reflective oceans…) Source maps are courtesy of NASA Earth Observatory Blue Marble project, for geographical boundaries